I went to the parking lot to have a quick cry after lunch today.  The morning was pretty bad – the cats weren’t cooperating, our gaffer told us he had to quit, and a bunch of other things went wrong.  On top of that, I haven’t slept in three nights because of nerves and excitement.  I felt the emotions simmering to a boil, and we were getting ready to film the scene that still makes me cry every time I read it.  I knew I couldn’t be on set blubbering while the actors performed, so I went outside for a pre-emptive cry.  And it totally worked!  When we filmed the scene, I was completely dry-eyed, while around me, several of the manly men were welled up and sniffling.  That scene is going to be so great on the big screen!